31 Juli 2009

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30juli2009

Pertemuan kita di suatu hari

menitipkan ukhuwah yg sejati

bersyukurku ke hadirat Illahi

diatas jalinan yg suci


 

Namun kini perpisahan yg terjadi

dugaan yg menimpa diri

bersabarlah diatas suratan

kau tetap pergi jua


 

Kan ku utus kan salam ingatanku

dalam doa kudus ku sepanjang waktu

ya Allah bantulah hambaMu

mencari hidayah dari padaMu

harapkan mendidik kesabaranku

ya Allah tabahkanlah hati hambaMu


 

Kan ku utus kan salam ingatanku

dalam doa kudus ku sepanjang waktu

ya Allah bantulah hambaMu

Senyuman yg tersirat dibibirmu

mjd ingatan setiap waktu

tanda kemesraan bersimpul padu

kenangku di dalam doamu

semoga…….Tuhan berkatimu


 

tu lagu perpisahannya Brother yg sering c dengerin 2tahun yang lalu, ketika perpisahan itu terasa menyesakkan dada, menunggu detik2 terakhir kebersamaan itu sangat menyiksa, ditambah lagi dg paranoid2 kalo c bakalan sahabat yg c kenal selama ini, bakalan kehilangan seorang sahabat yg mulai c akrabi akhir2 tahun1 c di SMA, n akhirnya c siasati penantian detik2 d good bye itu dg nulis diari kebersamaan yg nantinya bakal c kasih bwt dia kenang di USA nanti(entahlah apakah buku itu masih ada atau ngga) dan dia ampe nangis stlh bacanya (hehehe.. perasaan c nulis apa aja y?ga inget…:P), pd akhirnya pas farewell party di pantai Gandoriah di tahun 2007 lalu c ga kuasa membendung air mata tapi abis tu masih bisa senyum bwt sesi pemotretan eh narsis2an(dasar!), di bandara …huff… penuh perjuangan c nahan airmata biar ga jebol lagi, dan itu berhasil tp dg ga ngomong2, klo c sampein kata2 perpisahan, huwaaa bakalan hujan deh,tp c sempet ngeliat dari luar pagar lapangan terbang tuk lambaian tangannya sebelum masuk pesawat yg akan membawanya ke Jakarta dulu sebelum kemudian pergi k tempat yg jauh di Indiana, USA selama setaun berikutnya. Entah kenapa perpisahan itu bener2 ga c inginkan, akan ada hal2 yg dia renggut dr sisi kita, akan membawa suasana perubahan yang amat sangat,tp mau gmn lagi, klo ada pertemuan pasti ada perpisahannya… ga bs ngga…

waktu terus bergulir,walo kadang tersendat2 c terima juga e-mail2 darinya, jg surat yg menggetarkan bgt, bikin c nangis lg, rindu itu mengerogoti seketika, sekali dua kali c terima telfonnya juga, itu jg ga bs terucap bahagia yg membuncah, Alhamdulillah ikatan ukhuwah itu begitu terasa manis walo berjauhan gitu…

perubahan itu telah teraba sedikit demi sedikit, c berubah, dirinya juga berubah, ga mungkin di pungkiri, setahun bakal cukup tuk membuat suatu perubahan yg berarti, apalagi di lingkungan yg berbeda drastis, tapi c kemudian menyadari, ga boleh terlalu menaruh harapan yg lebih terhadap seseorang, jg ga bs maksain apa yg kita mau dan memicingkan mata terhadap apa yg kita ga mau. Setidaknya c masih bisa merasa punya sahabat walo bukan dg kondisi yg sama dg yg c ingini dulu, c harus realistis dg kenyataan, entahlah c sendiri kdg ga ngerti dg jln pemikiran c sendiri, terkadang rumit sendiri mikirin apa yg salah dg si perubahan itu, apa yg telah ia perbuat hingga bs mengikis banyak hal di antara kami, hingga tak bs berbagi cerita sebebas dulu(mungkin karna cerita kita sudah berbeda), tak bisa saling bercanda se-asik dulu( I think), kadang tak se-ide lagi (entahlah kenapa)….tp c jg ga rela,jika ego ini c perturutkan,mungkin kita akan semakin kaku dan kelu, setidaknya yg terjadi ga harus sepicik yg c bayangkan….

Lagi, kemarin kita mengucap perpisahan itu, dia akan hijrah ke Jakarta, dmn dia di terima di unversitas yg dia inginkan (I know, she'll get all her dream ), tak da tangis lagi, karna perasaaan sedih itu tlh tertuntaskan dahulu, hanya berharap dia mendptkan apa yg dia inginkan, tp tidak lbh merubah dia pd hal2 yg ga diinginkan, maklumlah gozwul fikri di sana jauh lebih hebat, takutnya imunnya belum kuat…, teruntukmu sobat, teguhkan azzammu, tetep istiqomah, terus berjuang…!!!uhibukifillah ukhti ^_^

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